Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Plan

*Sigh* i dun seem to have any plan for my birthday..
because on my birthday i will be working FULL day..
because i dunno where i wanna celebrate..
because, most importantly, i am not in the mood..

i have been feeling very down recently.. i dunno why.. but just upset and upset and continue to get more upset.. *sigh* i need someone to be around so that i can hide myself.. so that i can smile.. but i fail when i am all alone.. maybe due to what i have decided:- to continue stay in the company until i find another job or complete my school~ :(

Good thing is i started to receive calls from Agency! :D
i hope to have Good news soon! so that i can confirm my path to go! i really dun wish to stay in the company anymore.. but i decided to stay on for the sake of money.. so God.. i know i am not under ur care.. but please help me like you always did in the past.. ah-men.. :)