went to work in order to complete all the required tasks and hopefully can shorten the waiting period and completed by 29 Sept'09. but i am starting to get tired over all these.. *sigh*
anyway.. after done with all the necessary things.. off work and went to school.. learn alot of new things.. needs more time to explore more.. it is kind of complicated and difficult to understand! :(
after school met up with hubby.. we went to orchard for dinner.. after that went to buy moon-cakes for our parents.. thereafter home sweet home.. we even ran into Ricko, Michael and Ally in ION!!! hahaha..
Yes yes.. today we went to ION.. so big so messy with very limited indication on the direction.. unlike Vivo although is big but easily find our way out.. anyway, we also didn't walk much in ION.. hahaha!! i believe they have many many stores.. shall arrange one day to shop with my dearest buddies~ :P shall see how lah.. hahaha!
tomorrow is a busy day.. gonna complete my Quiz.. and go for my colleague's wedding.. then Monday will busy all the way until Friday! :(
i hate myself for plan to skip lesson on Monday and Tuesday just to get work done on time! coz i trouble my xiaomei to attend classes for me.. to take down notes for me for revision! Thanks Xiaomei!! :D i really happie xiaomei doing it for me.. coz i know i am taking away her studies time!! :( if my boss said that activating backup to handle my stuffs is NOT FAIR.. then i right now take away my sister's study time.. so that i can DO MY WORK! am i being FAIR to my sister OR NOT!!! coz it is my responsibility to attend MY lesson! NOT my xiaomei!!! some more the problem is i dun even have a backup person to backup my things! what rubbish she talking! ARGHHHHH.. *trying to cool down.. coz such thing is about give & take.. compromise compromise..
BUT!!! my boss dun even appreciate this kind of effort i have put in!! maybe she feels that i should always skip lesson for work.. that's why she dun even bother to say a THANKS or show any "appreciate" expression to me! *ANGRY!* so you see how stupid i am!!!
i really angry with myself for doing such decision.. but i cannot help it!! coz i feel uneasy if work is incomplete.. but i also hate to skip lesson coz i already pay school fees for it! and it is NOT CHEAP AT ALL!! >.<
anyway, this will be my 1st and last time to skip lesson coz of work.. NO MORE! i won't do it again.. NOT anymore.. i just feel so upset can?? for skipping lesson.. coz it is my responsibility to complete the work within scheduled! i just hate my heavy responsibility so much lah!!!
ARGHHHH.. i just angry lah.. with everything.. tears rolling out.. my heart is aching.. my brain is dead.. my mind is dead.. everything dead..
