i havent been feeling so emo for such a long time le.. not saying that i dun feel emo in the past.. i do.. but i never feel so emo till i wanna blog it down.. *sigh* what's wrong? arghhh...
I dunno... i wish i could know.. but i don't!!!
i am sick of my study.. can i just forget about study and quit? but i know i cannot.. because it is only another 1.5 yrs more to GO!
i am sick of my colleague.. is it my problem or hers? i know that i am demanding at work.. i have certain requirement to fulfill! but i already lower down till only for myself but not others! still not enough?
i am sick of everything! until i dunno what am i really want! :(
I wish i could have my own saving asap! i have been NOT saving any! i feel so useless that i am not able to save any when i could in the past! :( why why WHY!? blame my studies? blame my wedding! No, i dont blame them.. because that's what i need.. :)
BUT i am really way behind my saving target! when can i achieve my target?? but with my studies and wedding planning.. all i need now is MONEY MONEY! like this how can i save!!! IMPOSSIBLE! *sigh*
i definitely need to buck up on studies! exam is two months ahead!
all my recent quiz were done not up to standard! that's NOT me!
can you imagine that i nearly fail them?? coz i dun have mood to do them @ all!!! Gosh! maybe that's why i am so emo right now! plus some "wonderful" person spoilt my plan!! ARGHHHHH...
That's all for this entry.. I hope i will feel better tomorrow!
